Jana- 10 pounds! FINALLY

Anyone out there? I'm not giving up on this blog because it helps for me to have an outlet. I wish it would let me cut and paste and I'd just transfer over to my other blog. We are only a few weeks away from Easter, and I'm worried that I will lose what I've been working for. I need a goal, I work for goals... I can keep this up for my sister's wedding, but then what? I'm worried that I'll let it slip again!!!
I am finally down 10 pounds after 4 weeks of doing this... I have 10 more that I want to lose before my sister's wedding. I hate that I put the weight on after my wedding because I would have been 10 pounds less, had I kept up with the work I'd already done. But, instead I'm losing this 10 pounds again! Ugh! I love that the weather has changed, I can't use weather as an excuse not to walk outside anymore. If this sinus infection would go on it's way, I'd probably feel up to doing more than I have been doing. I lose my breath walking up the stairs, but that is because my head is so full of snot, it makes it hard to breathe.
I wish we were still tapping, but to be honest, I dreaded it so much. It just made me workout, I really need the accountability, I tend to use excuses without it. Of course, I know I'm 31 and will only blame myself for my choices. If you think about it, ask me if I hit my 10,000 steps, if I had to answer to someone, I'd be push myself. Plus, I can't lie, so then I'd feel stupid if I didn't do it (knowing I'm totally capable of doing it). And, I hate to feel stupid, so this could work!
You girls are all doing great... oh how I wish I would have been blessed with better genes, although I won't complain about the good hair and good skin genes (which my sister didn't get), thank you God for those.